I am doing just fucking fine without you and will continue to do so.
I spend most of my time off the rails screwing myself up further and at this moment in my life I am totally ok with it
logging in long hours so I can fund my habit, save money and get my dermal piercings and I’m ok with that. You gotta do what you gotta to in order to sustain the lifestyle you like to lead.
No I’m not going to be kind to my body and soul, I’m going to do whatever the fuck I want and resume living my life at 100 mph. Old habits are hard to change and now with you no longer relevant to me, I can do whatever the fuck I want, and ruin my life the way exactly how I want to thank you very much.
Watch me cut you out and everyone related to you out of my life.
No prisoners left behind in this war of hearts between us.
I fought hard and lost but I’m going to march away from you and never look back because I know now, I don’t ever fucking need you, fucker.
fucking junkie limbo land I just want a fucking hit goddammnit